When I incarnated into this lifetime, I allowed myself to keep in touch with psychic awareness. I have conscious memory of the Spirit world, and picking the family to be born to. I remember being born, and being sad because I wasn’t allowed to access my knowledge as a soul due to having to become an infant all over again. At 6 months old, I spent time out of body, watching over my infant self and exploring the home I lived in, as well as playing with the Angels and Spirit Guides that were also watching over my infant body. As I grew older, I continued to play with the Angels, Nature Spirits, and Guides that were around me. When I reached the age of 7, my parents and siblings were hoping that I would stop talking to my “imaginary” friends, in fear that I might be crazy! I eventually figured out that I could just speak to these beings in my mind instead of out loud.
At age 3 onward, I began to experience a variety of paranormal experiences. I had many deceased visitors in my room at night, so I was in constant fear. I didn't understand why they were there, and they would knock on the walls which kept me from sleeping. Some visitors seemed very innocent, and others felt menacing. I lived in terror each night, because sometimes doors would slam and chairs would move. I could hear footsteps racing around the house. I began to have many visions of my many past lifetimes. I also experienced specific details in dreams. The past life experiences continue to show up in dreams or in visions.
In 1992, I discovered astral travel and lucid dreaming. I learned how to leave my body at night and come back to it in the morning. I also discovered forms of meditation, tarot cards, crystals, and precognition. I spent hours looking into my own future by projecting it onto a mirror in my bedroom. I saw my life several years ahead, as well as past lifetimes. Past life memory became extremely conscious for me to the point of it all running together, like past, present, and future was happening simultaneously. I began to have visions of the year 2012 that occurred for three months. Those visions were very interesting.
I shared these experiences with friends and teachers in school, and the result was that all friends and teachers were afraid of me. I didn't know I was speaking about people's private lives, but I would pick up information about children, parents, and teachers and blurt out extremely private information. I didn't understand what was making me "different." No one ever told me why they didn't like me, other than that I am somehow "evil".
As a result of this, I turned to drugs and alcohol in my teen years to "numb" what was considered "evil" in me. I made friends with kids outside of my school so they didn't know I was "evil." Even with drug use, my abilities were still strong and I found myself counseling many addicted drug using teens. I would push them to feel all the buried emotions from physcial, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse. I never knew why I felt the desire for them to feel their feelings, but I figured since I could feel and see their emotional trauma, they should talk about it!
I felt like I was insane due to all the extra sensory experiences. I was suicidal. I had no one to talk to about it. I had vivid past life memories coming to the surface. I spent a lot of time in the forest asking God and the Angels for the truth about life, the truth about everything. I told them to send me teachers that would devote their time to working with me on a daily basis. I was hoping for physical teachers but got invisible ones instead!
These spirit teachers changed my entire life. They taught me how every thought and feeling I have is creating my future. They taught me how to feel my feelings and change the mental/emotional thought patterns that I have been carrying from this life and past lives.
They also told me not to go to college. They said I was here to use my psychic abilities to help humanity. I was so very depressed when I heard this, becuase I just wanted to be a "normal" girl going to school.
So from that point forward I was very much invested in improving myself and my life so I listened to what they had to say, even though I was very young and often didn't understand how valuable the information truly was.
They told me to not read any books on the material they were teaching me because they wanted my connection with them to be truly authentic.
After 5 years of their counsel on my own life, the Brotherhood told me it was time to use my ability to help others. They said, "In the manner you hear us, you can also hear people's Guides as well. You can help them with their lives in the manner we help you with yours."
I asked, "How would I do that?" And they said, "By being known as a psychic medium in Sedona"
I didn't know what a psychic medium was. The only image of a psychic I had in my mind was the witch doctor people in Texas that would tell you your future and then make you pay for curse removal or do black/white magic spells to make your lover go away or come back to you!
The Brotherhood just said, "Its easy, just make a business card that says that on it, and then when you meet the person, talk to their Guides and Angels and get information for them." I resisted the idea for a long time and finally listened to their suggestion.
I have been doing this as a profession for 16 years now, and I love every minute of it! I consider it an honor to be of service in this way!